The heart of hearts

The 18th year, another blast!

2009-07-31T16:24:00.000+08:00

Assalamualaikum..
There goes the title of this post =) yupp! It really was a blast. before I go on becerita pasal yesterday, the very 30th july of me turning 18 years old, I would like to convey my infinite gratitude to my family especially Babah & Mama, my bro-bro Awg, Miji & Daus for the mini celebration semalam.

Hmm… how to start aa? Blurrr ku masih. HAHA

Since 30th july was on Thursday, I have to go to school. Sebenarnya, kabak-kabak ku kan skulah kemarin. I was scare with the ‘tegarit-balik-balik’ birthday song aa. As I expected, the ‘tegarit-balik-balik’birthday song were sang by them. Awal pagi, birthday song. Time break, birthday song lagi. Balikbalik g tu. Sudah pun dikantin, tym d PS, birthday song lagi. Just before break, we had our photo session arah foyer for the Khatam Al-Quran which will be held somewhere on October. Guess what.. Birthday song lagi. Then after break, I have GP class. Birthday song lagi. Haiyaaa~ I was soooooooo MALU. Nda tau cana kan handle yang cane-cane ane. Anyway, thanks aa kamu kamu~ I was soooo HAPPY. Sampai sakit pipiku senyum-senyum saja. Nasib baik nda tecramp. Haha. Oh by the way, thank you so much to HJH SITI, ANISAH & ZIQAH for the slide presentation. Huhu. It’s very touching. Pasal kamu tu aku nanges. Bidaaa ee. HAHA. I also had my GP presentation on that day. Alhamdulillah it goes very smooth even after menanges. Hehe

As usual at 12.30 I had my lunch arah kantin. And once again, birthday song lagi. Tapi enda abis pasaaal aku na nyuruh abiskan. Balik-balik baa durang ane. HAHA
I got my maths class in the afternoon. And here again, birthday song lagi. Haiyaa~
Ngantuk ku ee blajar maths aa. Balikbalik lu meliat jam sii Eyol nda sabarsabar kan abis maths.

Surprised! Haha. jahat baa durang aa. Atu kan aku paning-paning, ngantuk-ngantuk bagas belajar Maths. Sekali kana bawa ke U6-2 dengan alasan, “eh panas ee~”, “da, nda ko juin kami liat video??”, “eh.. karang waa balik da kul tiga..” HAHA

Then, we go laa to U6-2. Sekaliiii…. Aku ane membuka pintu. Then, tadaaaaaa~

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU~
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU~
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO HUDA & YUN~
HAPPY BIRTYDAY TO YOU~

I ignored the singing, I ignored the blast, I acted cool… hahahaha. Tapi sesungguhnya & sebenarnya aku MALU. The surprised was also for my buddy, YUN for her belated birthday-19th July.

To be honest, I did smell something something about the surprised. Hehe. Durang semua acted weird waa-very weird. Plus sii Pai yg selalu melakat sama aku g disappear tarus-tarus. Eata ku hairan.. nyakataku, “mengapa durang ane cane cane aa?” Hmmm… ada tah x ne ee”, kata ku dalam hati. Haha. Then I just layan layan laa. Tapi mun dikanang-kanang balik, cali jua aa. HAHA Good effort guys. Asuh g aa bakat blakon kamu aa. ;p
After gambar2, ktawa2, ngucap2, bebon2, salam2, paluk2, eyum2, kami pun balik.
Oh by the way, today was the last day for my buddy, Zirah. She got the BLNG as OTPS and continued her study arah ITB. Good luck Zirah aa. We do paluk-paluk ea kemarin.
Gonna mish her. huhu

Then, sampai ja rumah, I was soooo busy ready-ready tuk malam. Ada mini celebration. Thanks to babah & mama for this. Hmm.. malas kan ceta panjang-panjang. In short, this gonna be another unforgettable day in my unforgettable moment list. Unfortunately, Pai does not come up last night due to emergency.

Thanks banyak-banyak for the non-stop greeting dari kamu-kamu. Bebunyi tah ganya tpun ku kana misis-misis. May go d bless you all. AMIN

Thanks.

♥ tett9, Zahirah
♥ tett8, Fiqah
♥ all my babubabu & uncleuncle
♥ mu cousins
♥ Majii heart
♥ Pai heart
♥ Eyol
♥ Dannis
♥ Zirah
♥ Amal
♥ Sharl
♥ Atik
♥ Lulu
♥ G-mah
♥ Asmaa
♥ The twins ; zimah & qilah
♥ Zaty
♥ Sii Nurul Tunggi esen esen
♥ Sii Anip
♥ Sii wan
♥ Sii bui
♥ Sii bobi
♥ Hisyam
♥ Sii Ajis
♥ Sii Bulaaaat
♥ Abg Man ku~
♥ Jaim & isteri
♥ Bubui
♥ Ngah Aje
♥ Sii Rahim
♥ Hannee
♥ Kufil
♥ Icha
♥ Hjh Siti
♥ Nisah
♥ Ziqah
♥ Hjh Er
♥ Lukman
♥ Akim
♥ Awee
♥ Adeep
♥ Hillary
♥ Hashim
♥ Rolly
♥ Adi Hazazi
♥ Sii Jul
♥ P-Jul
♥ Ewaan
♥ All GP block 1
♥ All MATHS block 3
♥ & semua-semua

Grateful rasanya ada family, ada kawan kawan yang bekarih and berusaha dengan gigih to make a surprised, to give a greeting, to sing a ‘tegarit-balik-balik birthday song’, and to celebrate a celebration like this. Thanks a lot!

Thanks also for those yang bekarih-karih membagi present. You all are the best gift I have ever had. Sayang kamu semua..

So here I am, a tweet lapan teen girl. I can’t wait for my driving license. Yeheeeee~ Kanyat-kanyat dah rasanya kan drebeng ne. haha. To sii Pai heartku, jadi belumbaaaa??? *kiraikirai* HAHA

This post gonna be my very the very long post ever. No pictures are uploaded. I will upload some later.

To “him”,
6.44pm, Brunei time. 1 message received and that is from you. Thanks for the greeting. I am waiting for it for about 12 hours. I thought you’re gonna be the first person who greets me a Happy Birthday. But, I was wrong. P nda apa laa. At least, u are still remember that the girl named HUDA was birthday on 30th July. :’)

heart, H.

KASIH CINTA SEDIH KECEWA SAYANG

2009-07-26T16:47:00.001+08:00

KASIH duduk sendirian di perpustakaan. Fikiran KASIH terbang ke tempat lain memikirkan masalah yang menimpanya. Apa yang pasti KASIH takkan lepas dari masalah itu. KASIH takkan mengaku kalah dengan perasaan sendiri.

Dari jauh CINTA yang duduk bertentangan dengan meja KASIH asyik memerhati KASIH. CINTA tahu KASIH selalu datang ke library. Sudah lama CINTA meminati KASIH tapi CINTA tahu KASIH tidak mudah menerima CINTA. CINTA terus memerhati wajah KASIH menyayangi KASIH dalam diam. CINTA lantas sedar KASIH seakan menghadapi masalah besar. Wajah KASIH yang selalu kelihatan ceria, kini bagai dirundung duka. Tiba-tiba CINTA terlihat KECEWA.

KECEWA menarik kerusi di sebelah KASIH. CINTA memerhatikan sahaja gelagat KECEWA menggangu KASIH. Nyata KASIH kelihatan kurang selesa dengan kehadiran KECEWA. CINTA dapat melihat kebencian dimata KASIH tapi apakan daya CINTA hanya mampu melihat dari jauh. CINTA tahu KECEWA memang sudah lama meminati KASIH. KECEWA sering menggangu KASIH. Tetapi KASIH tidak pernah melayan KECEWA. KECEWA berlalu dengan sepi.

Tidak lama selepas itu, SEDIH, sahabat KASIH datang menghampiri KASIH. SEDIH membawa KASIH keluar. CINTA pun mengekori KASIH dan SEDIH. Hari ini CINTA benar-benar yakin dengan apa yang akan dia lakukan, CINTA lekas-lekas mengejar KASIH.

“KASIH KASIH~” CINTA memanggil KASIH.

“buleh CINTA jumpa KASIH sekajap? Ada yang kan CINTA cakap kan.” sambung CINTA.

KASIH pun mengangguk.

“apa yang CINTA kan cakap aa?? Cakap tah. KASIH dangar.”

“KASIH~ sudi KASIH terima CINTA?”

“aaahh…?? Banar ka apa yang CINTA cakap kan ane? CINTA mimpi ne kali.”

“No KASIH. CINTA serius.”

“Hmmm.. sori CINTA. Biar KASIH explain. Andainya KASIH terima CINTA, KECEWA pasti datang kacau CINTA & KASIH. CINTA maybe inda paham tapi KASIH harap CINTA terima keputusa KASIH. Sori CINTA.”

KASIH pun berlalu pergi.

“KASIH KASIH~ tungguuuu…CINTA masih kan cakap sama KASIH. Bagi CINTA peluang to prove it to KASIH. Pleaseeee…. CINTA tahu KECEWA will do something kalau tahu CINTA & KASIH bersama. But pleaaseee… I beg you. Bagi CINTA peluang. CINTA lama dah perhatikan KASIH. Lama dah CINTA menaruh hati arah KASIH. Please KASIH.”

“Hmmm… CINTA, bagi KASIH masa tuk fikir k. KASIH jalan lu. Sian SEDIH batah tunggu KASIH.”

“CINTA tunggu jawapan KASIH aa.”

KASIH pun berlalu pergi.

KASIH takkan mungkin menerima CINTA kerana KASIH tidak mahu KECEWA mengapa-apakan CINTA. KASIH juga tahu kawannya, SEDIH, suka arah CINTA. Tak mungkin KASIH ingin melihat sahabatnya SEDIH berduka lara.

“CINTA, maafkan KASIH aa. Maybe KASIH bukan yang terbaik untuk CINTA. Lagipun CINTA tahu kan kawan KASIH, SEDIH suka arah CINTA. SEDIH sentiasa mau sama-sama CINTA. Kita inda kan dapat bahagia dan kita akan sentiasa berasa bersalah bila SEDIH melihat kita. Sori CINTA aa.”

Sepi berlalu dihati CINTA. KASIH seolah-olah menafikan perasaan jiwanya. Bagi KASIH biarlah KASIH menunggu SAYANG yang entah bila akan muncul dalam hidupnya. SAYANG… kemana kau menjauh…?

heart, H.

sii July25th

2009-07-26T16:28:00.006+08:00

just a short post.

HAPPY 21st BIRTHDAY TO BNGMAN KU SYG D TYG TYG~ haha

May God bless you with long life and happiness. Many happy returns dear.

I lap u kawan. Nnti mmbalikan HUMMER PUITH k. No watir. haha

Mwaaaaahhhssss.... xoxoxo

heart, H.

sii July9th & sii July19th

2009-07-23T17:23:00.004+08:00

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY!!

haha.. Expired aku aa.

Love you kawansss..

xoxoxo

heart, H.

:: RAJIN ESEN ESEN ::

2009-07-23T17:00:00.004+08:00

heart, H.

Be Strong

2009-07-23T16:51:00.001+08:00

Tak perlu mencari teman secantik balqis
Andai diri tak sehebat sulaiman

Mengapa mengharapkan teman setampan Yusof
Jika kasih tak setulus Zulaikha

Tak perlu mengharapkan teman seteguh Ibrahim
Andai diri tak sekuat Siti Hajar

Mengapa didambakan teman hidup bak Siti Khadijah
Kalau diri tak sesempurna Rasullah (S.A.W)

Bimbinglah dirinya dan terimalah kekurangan itu sebagai keunikan, carilah kebaikan pada dirinya dan bersyukurlah kerana dipertemukan dengannya. Tetaplah berdoa pada Tuhan agar dia akan terus menjadi milikmu.

heart, H.

The HEART feedback

2009-07-16T21:15:00.001+08:00

... miss the old time?? Yeah, I do. In fact, we do.

As you knew, things will never be the same. Yeah, you are true. They can be repaired but yeah, you are true again, the outcome will not be as perfect as we deserved it to be.

Fuhhh~ How should I start this post? Hmm… to be honest, I felt something unusual happen between you and me, me and you, you and her, her and you, you and him, him and you. Something weird. Something hard to explain.

Getting hurt? I do hurt. We do hurt. In fact, I do damnly frustrated. Why??? The answer is beyond my consideration. For sure, everything is changed now. Bestfriend? Yeah, you are still my best friend. No watir.

Understand? Yeah, you are true. We do need to understand each other. I, as a normal person who always try my best to understand others, give the full of me to make, to see people happy. Eventhough deep inside my heart there was a scratch being done without them realizing it.

I tried for not leaving you far away behind. I try to catch you up. Just to put you at the same level. Just like what we were used to be before. And this was done without you realizing it. Once, you are my “pendengar setia”. Now, yeah you still be what you used to be once ago. But just for a moment. Then, I was left alone. Even sometimes, it seems like you were not interested to know about what I try to tell. I know and I understand a new element is added to your life. Congatulations!

The request. It’s not a huge request indeed. I’ll try to give you the best and the full of me to attain your request. But if that doings still not satisfied you and it’s still not what you deserve it to be, an apologize from me, an ordinary normal girl named HUDA for my unsatisfied doings. What I can say here is, that’s all I could give and that’s where my point of limitation dotted. In short, you’re going beyond my ability. I’m sorry. I can’t give you more.

Whatever it is, you were still my bestfriend. It’s just a matter of time and sabar.

I LOVE YOU.

heart, H.

you, i love. <3

2009-07-16T18:49:00.003+08:00

“YOU”, do you know what you are to me?

I feel like I like I'm Earth and you are the clouds that shelter me from the sun. You are like the blanket that every kid needs when they feel insecure or when they need the warmth and somewhere to hide when they are afraid. I feel like God has given me a protective arm that follows me wherever I go and wherever I am. I can do what ever I want, act how ever I feel and be a kid just how I want to because I know that I am loved and I know that what ever I do, you will always be there to catch me when I fall and hug me when I am sore. When I am with you, I am what I am and I am who I am. I don't have to watch what I do and I can sleep and know that someone's smiling and watching me. And I can sleep like a baby because I know someone loves me.

I miss you EX-sayang. :(

heart, H.

Forever gone

2009-07-16T18:30:00.004+08:00

15th July, 2009. Perginya seorang kawan, ASMALI KIFLI. :’(

I was so damn surprised when Ejul told me this bad news yesterday afternoon. I was like…. *ya Rabbi.. am I dreaming??* He was too young to go. Eata namanya AJAL ne. I told my mom, my dad, and ofcourse, my brothers about this shocking news. Everyone was like…speechless. Macam nda percaya. Huhu. He was one of the car-accident victims. He died on the spot, somewhere in Liang. Later that night, I opened my hearts to accept the hard fact. Allah loves Him more than we do, and life has to go on. May Allah bless Mali.

Now an answerable question came across my mind. When would be my turns? Tomorrow? 30th july? Next month? Next year? Im thankful I was still here, breathing in and out taking up the oxygen, exhaling the carbon dioxide. For sure, my amalan is not enough.

heart, H.

SEX..???

2009-07-15T17:38:00.004+08:00

hello guys..

i was surfing this morning and accidentally read this. i was like... HAHAHA.

3 Mistakes Women Usually Do During Sex

Most women find themselves frustrated and disappointed when it comes to sex --- and the blaming it all to their men. Have you ever wondered if maybe you're doing it all wrong? You need a little self-examination and ask yourself if you're also doing your share when it comes to sex. Making love is one of the most pleasurable enjoyable activities for lovers you should definitely be grateful of. Below are the top three mistakes women usually do during sex --- find out how to make it sizzling instead!

Making him do all the work. Are you lying there like a log all night? Have you been contended by just taking off your clothes and letting your man to the work? Initiate sex for a change. Moan, groan and let him know you're having a great time. Turning you on makes you man turned on so go ahead and let it show.
Being insecure of your body. Feeling too fat? You think you're not sexy enough? A woman who takes pride and is comfortable in her own skin will make you look more desirable --- men love their women who are confident for what they are.
Expecting him to read your mind. Let him know what you want --- tell him what's on your mind! Men are not mind readers so it's your responsibility to let him know about your wants and needs --- believe me, he'll be more than happy to comply.

After reading this, i start to wonder apaka sul ku nanti.. HAHA.

heart, H.

Malaaas?? Babi tuu. ;p

2009-07-06T17:51:00.003+08:00

Today was the first day of school after 2 weeks plus 1 week equal to 3 weeks holiday. I was sooo iskiiii to back to school banarnya.. hee. kinda bored baa di rumah. So here I am, coming back to SMSO tadi pagi. I had a splendid time at school today even my homework is all undone.

Staie sul ku skulah padahal humuk alum siap. haha

All of the students had their temperatures checked… including me. I got my temperature by Mr Chu… haha (35.6) Students were given mask if they’re not feeling well. Something funny happened during my accounting class tadi. My teacher was so damn anxious about this H1N1 swine flu thing. Then, 1 of my friend is coughing. Baru jua batuk sedikit, bawuri tah udah teacher ku ane. Di suruh nya ke multi-purpose hall to be quarantine there. Haha. Padahal my friend atu batuk just because gatal leher ja. Then suddenly leher ku ane gatal tia jua. I dun wanna go to the hall. So paksa tah ku menahan batuk. Gataaal buuui~ haha Gilaaaaa.. nda ku dapat tahan ee. So paksa tah ku batuk kiut-kiut. Bekuntrul kali aa aku batuk. Haha. telaaampaaaaau~ My friend just liat me and senyum. LOL. But i really, honestly, hope this H1N1 things ends quick. Membari hijaaab nyamuuuu.. huhu

Oh by the way, I miss my friends so damn really damn much. Haha. As usual I went straight away to PS-atas just after taking my temperature. I was like bangang seeing one after one of my friends came. Macam baru pernah liat orang aku aa. Apa nya orang bonai, “kebaruaaannn~” haha. But yeah, something miraculous happened to one of my friend, sii Hashim. He got his rambut not only on his head but also under his chin. Teimegen kamu?? Baru 3 weeks school-off, berambut tia udah dagunya. Panjang g tu. Haha. Tapi tapi… I lyk toh~ duri-duri rasanya if dipegang. LOL.

I do focus during the class tadi. Apanya orang, “kusentreeeet~” haha. Bagus huda bagus. Tapiiii…. I was so damn sleepy. First period udah ngantuk. Haiyaaa~

This term is very significant to me. Exam is coming soon-very soon.

So, bangun da bangun.. Jangan malaaas~ sapa malaaaas, babi tu. Haha. Babi bida. Babi nda kiut. Idungnya basar. So jangan jadi babi.

Be good.

Heart, H.

For you, "E"

2009-07-05T18:03:00.002+08:00

.: L O V E :.

Love can be super sweet sometimes,
It’s all depends on how we going to tolerate with each other,
Argument is simply means how care about you,
It’s all about caring of each other, laughing and smiling together.
It’s all about our happiness.
I love spending time with you.

Sometimes, I said something wrong,
Something that hurts you, even I didn’t realize,
I wish I knew,
I wish I can prevent myself from doing that,
To love is to experience happiness and sadness even it’s about hurting really really much,
But, I just care…
Tell me about it,
And I’ll change, I’ll change for you,
I WILL..

It’s about how much I love you
And how deep I love you…

Giving my everything just to make a smile at your face,
Without asking anything for returns,
Never hope for it either,
JUST a simple smile will do…

Love is about sacrificing.
Even you don’t,
It will be worth it
And I’ll willing to go for it
But I knew you do~

I will protect you from everything,
I’ll be your shield,
I’ll be side by side with you.
Holding your hand, and walk together with you,
I’ll be slightly behind you,
Just incase you fall, I’ll make it to hold you back…
I won’t let you fall…
Love is about protecting.
Using what I have, to care and love you,
All the time,
What matters is that…
You are safe…
I LOVE YOU
and
that’s the beginning of my everything.

heart, H.

27th June

2009-07-04T22:53:00.006+08:00

-27th june, 2009-

my mum turns 46 on that day. hehe.

Happy Birthday MAMA~

same goes to her twins, my pa ngah.

Happy 46th Bitrhday PA NGAH~

We do have celebrated their birthday last week. Let the picture below do the talkings.

Mama & the only one anak binibini nya. i love you Mama~

Unidentical twins. kambar sepasang. hee

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"THE CAKES"

made by tett9 & sii taie idung Nana. special for Pa Ngah.

Happy Birthday Hj Aminuddin~

kek Mama...

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"kami kami"

heart, H.

Happy Birthday to them.

2009-07-04T22:46:00.002+08:00

25th june, 2009 – Sii Hisham
26th june, 2009 – Sii Izzah & Sii Vivi
27th june, 2009 – Sii Dini
3th July, 2009 – Sii Amal Johari

Let’s just sing them a birthday song…

Happy birthday to them~
Happy birthday to them~
Happy birthday to kamu-kamu~
Happy birthday to them~

*applause*

Happy birthday kawans. :)

Sorry for the late greeting. Semoga panjang umur and murah rezeki. Smile always. Penting tu. hee.

Oh by the way, hello all… *wave* I’m posted. Hee

heart, H

...

2009-06-25T21:12:00.001+08:00

i'm terribly missing someone... :'(

Lalala~

2009-06-23T18:12:00.003+08:00

The connection sucks! I hope I can publish this without problem. URRGGHH!!

Assalamualaikum readers... :)

First of all… I apologize for the lack of update. It’s not because I’m too busy of works or apaka apaka, it’s just that I need a well hiatus. I think the hiatus is more than enough and now here I am… posting this post.

There was so many things happened during my hiatus. Where should I start?? Hmmm…

15th june 2009, I have a gathering with my sci2-mates at Asmaa’s food stall in Serambangun. Not all are comings though. And surprisingly, some of the mates do not know about this gathering. Haiyaaa~ salaah siapa tuu?? *kurek idung* And guess what.. I didn’t spend any dollar during the gathering. You know why?? Because…….. Asma BALANJA!! Hehe. She just gave us the menu and ordered whatever our stomach craving for. Haha.

THANK YOU SO MUCH-MUCH ASMAA. *hugs*

Oh by the way, we also have a surprised for the twins, Zeemah & Qeelah and also Asmaa for theirs belated birthday. HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY KAWANS. Hehe. Below are some of the pictures taken by my dear 6120c. =)

The twins punya kek.. hee

This one, Asmaa punya kek..

Star???

Selipar sapa lawaa? *kirai2*

kami-kami.. hee. soe yang nada. sapa suruh balik awal. ;p

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I’ve just finish having my shower. And guess what… its 11.30 night already. OMG! That’s not a good habit. I know it. But but… there is an excuses for that. Cane cetanya…
Tadi I went to Bukit Shah Bandar with Hakim and Syazwi. Jogging? No laa.. haha. We did the trial & error of the games for the orientation of Kelab Bahasa new member this Sunday. I will not becoming indeed. I have a camping tomorrow. Huhu. Sorry guys~

Then we went off just after 2 hours doing the trial & error. Instead of sending me home, Hakim just sent me to Huaho tutong. I met my majii heart n pai heart di sana. Then, we went off to the beach. Lepiak lepiak. Hee. Then 7 sharp we tarus zoom ke tutong. Majii kan ngambil kasutnya. Remember my post pasal sii Majii salah bawa kasut yang kan digamnya?? Baru tah ea kan ngambil baa ksut atu. Bakulaat jubo kaling atu nunggu. Hahaha

Then, my mum tpun suruh balik coz kan bawa bejalan. Bejalan pun d tutong jua ganya. Kelulusan jua tym atu we d tutong so I decided to wait them d tutong. While waitng, we lajan-lajan. (jalan-jalan) And see…. Apa lurih kami.. jeng jeng jeng~

This patung we found somewhere in Central Mall, Tutong. Not to mention which kadai. ahaha. We unzip the zip and tadaaa... she is in BLUE. i like~~ Go and find it! haha

This one also found somewhere in Tutong. Not to mention the kadai punya name. i was like.... *ya rabbi.. basar jua..* haha.

Around 9 plus plus baru tah sampai d rumah. Sampai ja ke rumah tarus on tv bonai. DPMM main yoo… anak branak baa duduk dapan tv. Sorang sorang emosi. Gilaa eee… dupdapdupdap ku meliat. Kabak kabak nyamuu~ Especially time penalty. Haiyaaa~ kambang bulu ku meliat. p alhamdulillah laa.. DPMM WON. and and… sii WARDUN IS THE HERO~ minat ku kn ea tu nyamuu.. ;p Once saja sii Rosimin Khamis memasukkan bula kekutak gol, my family automatically jadi ambuk. Sorang-sorang melumpat included bos laki. Ahaha. Salute babah~ *kirai2* oh by the way, ada org nangis laa because DPMM manang. Not to mention 'HIS' name. ;p Then, inda sadar-sadar kul 11 dah panya. Ahaha. Eata pasal nya ku aher mandi atu. Hee. to all DPMM fans, inda rugi membali tiket meliat DPMM men d stadium slama ane. Hahaha. To sii “HIS”, jangan nangis. Toha dah ko tu. ;p Btw, ea nanges bukan obeerr tu buuii. Ea nanges bepasaal.

CONGRATS DPMM~ CHAMPION OF CHAMPIONS!

Hell! It was fun today. I totally forgot about my sorrow, wish my days could be like this every minute every second. Life with no sorrow, nothing but pure happiness. But I know that kind of life only exists is paradise. hehe

Oh well, im tired. Im gonna shut down once I hit the pillow. Nyte nyte all~

Guess what.. This post should be posted 4 days ago. But due to the damn shit connection problems, it was delayed. I’ve just saved it in my document and post it today. hehe.
Baca ja post ane esen-esen macam masa DPMM manang ari atu.

Im off.

heart, H.

"E & H"

2009-06-15T09:37:00.004+08:00

‘E’ – the guy.
‘H’ – the girl.

E : Bby..

E : Mwahz!

H : :’( [sad emoticon]

E : napa bby nanges?

H : I miss you.

E : I miss you too bby. Mwahz!

E : Krg jmpa aa. Ok?

H : Really?

E : Yup. Hehe. Me rindu bby sngt2.

E : Bby jgn nanges aa. Me sayang bby.

H : bby sayang u jua.

H : Mwahz!

E : Ada me msj bby tu krg.

H : ok syg. Bby tnggu. I love you.

E : I love you too bby.

E : bby agatah mandi. Me tau bby alum mandi. Baauuu…

H : bby sapa jua kaaan? ;p

E : bby me laa.. hee

E : bah agatah mandi dulu. Me pun kan mandi ne. bby belawa lawa tah. Ada me mc tu f me otw. K? take care bby.

H : ok syg. ;)

H : btw, gud muneng. Hehe

E : gud muneng jua bby.

E : Mwahz!

H : Mwahz!

ABOVE IS JUST A SAMPLE OF MSN CONVERSATION.

It’s just an example on how cares the guy on his girl. He never wants his girl to cry. To make the girl happy is one of his duty coz he knew girls are not deserved to get a tears.
They are too kind to be hurt.
And… the girl above would be the luckiest girl in God’s green earth because he got this type of endangered guy to be her lover. What a sweet couple… huhu

heart, H.

*&^%@#

2009-06-14T15:55:00.003+08:00

I have no idea how to start this post. I’m terribly sad right now. Plus I’m horribly missing him. I don’t wanna stay at my room. Or else my mind can’t stop thinking about him. And guess what, I was in the kitchen right now. And here i am… blogging di dapur.

Damn! I miss you!! Urgh… I feel so so different. Lonely lonely lonely and empty. time running fastest, the moment we spend together really hard for me to leave it. Hard for me to accept that u are not at besides me. I just really really miss you!!

Aaarrrggghhhh….! I really got no idea what to blog, and I felt so i-don’t-know-how-to-explain. :(

I felt sad.
I felt empty.
I felt bad.
I felt stupid.
I felt useless.
I felt like no one cares about me.
I felt like no one loves me.
I felt lonely.
I’m alone.
I was like…. Urggghhhh!!!!!!!

I am reminiscencing. Adaka words atu?? Antam saja tia. The 26th January 2009’s night is on my mind now. The way I cried, the way I woke up in the middle of the night, the way I hoped to receive your text or rather call. I felt nothing at that point, I’m such a failure in everything. Oh Gosh!

I was hoping, praying, that night can be erased from my mind, but it just can’t be erased, reason is because, this is really HURTFUL.

I just type whatever that comes in my mind and I know I’m typing nonsense.

I think I should get a nap. I’m mentally exhausted. I’m tired of crying. I need a rest. I wanna close my eye. Forget everything. No dreams. Just sleep. I’m off. :’(

Heart, H.

MOVE ON!

2009-06-14T08:44:00.008+08:00

Once, there was this guy named Ewan. Ewan was in love with Mimi. Mimi wasn’t the most beautiful and gorgeous but for him, she was E-V-E-R-Y-T-H-I-N-G. Ewan used to dream about Mimi, about spending the rest of life with her.

One day, Ariel, Ewan’s best friend approaches him. Ariel knew about the crashes Ewan have into Mimi. Ewan told him about this though.

Ariel : Wan! Anuu baa… why do you dream so much about sii Mimi? You don’t even know if she loves you.

Ewan : inda ku tau ril. It’s just that, I love her.

Ariel : Why not if you just tell her your feelings, and get to know if she likes you or not.

Ewan : Entah aa ril.. But it’s sound good. Nanti tah ku cakap arahnya. Thanks ril aa.

Ariel : bah ukeh toh. Nanti mu atu bila?? Jangan batah-batah ee. Melapas karang.. Kau jua yang rugi. Haha

Ewan felt that was the right way. One day, he proposed Mimi. Mimi knew from the beginning that Ewan loves her. But after all, she politely rejected him. For what reasons, Ewan also have no idea.

After knowing that Ewan was rejected by Mimi, Ariel knew that Ewan would take what Bruneian use to call “tudung merah”. Get me? No? eeehhh anuu baaa… Alcohol. Not to mention its name. Paham-paham sendiri tah aa. Hee. Ariel thought Ewan would take to alcohol: drugs etc and ruin his life. But to his surprise, Ewan was NOT DEPRESSED! What a good boy.. hehe

Ariel : Hy waan.. Why aa?? After being rejected by Mimi ko inda sedih? Ko jua cinta mati arah ea dulu. Kan spend the rest of your life sama Mimi tah apatah apatah. haha

Ewan : hahaha. Why should I feel bad? I lost one who never loved me and she lost the one who really loved and cared for her. So, why I must I feel sad? Nda jaa?

Ariel : Bagus ko ane ee. Kesian sii Mimi.. rugi ea nda dapat ko. Aku tah saja sama ko naah. Cana?? Hahaha

-the end-

Learn something?? Well… DON’T CRY FOR PERSON WHO MAKES YOU TO CRY IS THE LESSON OF THE STORY ABOVE. I dedicate this story to someone-i-dedicate-to. Hee. Should I mention his name?? hmm.. Jangan tah kali ee.

Dear someone-i-dedicate-to,

You should not waste your life for someone who doesn’t love you. Wake up dude! Move on!

heart, H.

"YOU"

2009-06-13T18:03:00.002+08:00

Dear “you”,

I know you are reading my blog. Thanks for that. Nothing much though. I just write what I wanna say and I wanna write. Even sometimes, I feel like I just dunno what to say or write.

I know I’ve not messaging you or even giving you a missed call lately. For sure, I did it for a reason. You’re busy right? Me tau. But, was it that hard to give attention to your girl although you’re damn busy with work? Does it kill you to say AT LEAST a word to her to show that you actually care what she’s saying?

I know, you’re making a living but i needs you to live. Inda pulang begantung nyawa – but please do try to understand what a girl want, what a girl need. Does it ever cross your mind what she have been through the whole day?

Dear “you”,

Why does love have to be this way? One is suffering from another’s doing. One is trying so hard to understand and one is… ignoring. While the other is saving ship, the other is sinking it. Why can’t both try to save it? :'(

‘The more I learn the more I cry. As I say goodbye to the way of life, I see you standing there wanting more from me. I’m all I ever be. But all I can do is trying. Just TRY.' - Anonymous.

TRY..? SHOULD I TRY..? huhu

heart, H.

.: 3 - 2 :. Not bad. =)

2009-06-13T17:50:00.003+08:00

Oh well, I’m tired.

Just a short post for my netball tournament this morning. Guess what…. KAMI MANANG YOO…

*applause*

MANANG TAIE LAA~ hahaha.

Okay.. Just admit it. Hmmm… we LOSE. I repeat, WE LOSE. Did I make myself clear?? Kami kalaaaah. Kalah baa kalaaah. Huhu. Im a bit upset. But yeah, that’s the rule. For every competition, there will be a champion and of course the loser. That’s not made a big deal though. We have given the very best of us and CONGARTS FEMINIST! NICE GAME! 3-2 jua ganya. Mun tambah g 3 mins tadi, konpom MANANG TUU. BANAAAAR~ hehe

CONGRATS TO T’CERZ! They were the champion of all. SPIDERKIDZ was in the second place then came the NETBALA-BALA. For sure, congrats to EVERYBODY, EVERYONE AND ALL. Loser?? No such words! We are the winner kali aa… Yang penting, MAKAAAAN. *kirai2* haha.

There is no picture taken by my dear 6120c. Sorry…

Oh by the way, today is the last day for my second term of school. YEHEEE~
So, I just wanna say HAPPY HOLIDAY ALL… I know some of you gonna take a vacation somewhere out of Brunei. Enjoy your holiday kawan.

Me??

I just staying at home do some revision, i guess. Hahaha. TAIE IDUNG LAA~ I have no idea what to do for this holiday. Just go on with the flow. For sure,

AKU MAU TENGOK WAYAAAANG!!!

I’m off. Byebye~

heart, H.

Sii jun11th.

2009-06-11T20:39:00.006+08:00

Happy birthday to you~
Happy birthday to you~
Happy birthday to pijul~
Happy birthday to you~

*applause*

It’s my dearest manja buddy punya birthday today!

HAPPY 18TH BITRHDAY TO HAFIZHUL~

11th june 2009, it was the day when Birthday song were sang soooo many times in SMSO. Sampai kali 37x durang menyanyi lagu atu tadi. Siaaan Pijul.. haha. Baru jua angkat jubo kan bejalan, ada tia lagi “singer-singer wannabe” menyanyi lagu birthday. Sampai-sampai betapuk belakang pintu. Hahaha. Sian jua ee. Oh by the way, im one of the singer wannabe. Hahaha. Baik jua ngakun. Nda ja?? (jaaa~)

Wish you all the best dude! May God bless you with longlife and happiness. Be good.

Kawin taaaaah…. Hahaha ;p
Once again, SELAMAT HARI JADI KAWAN KU~ :)

heart, H.

KASIH

2009-06-10T18:33:00.003+08:00

TAAAAAAYYYYYEEEEEDDDDDDDDD!!!!!!! ( a.k.a tired) ehehe

I was incredibly exhausted today. It’s all because of the netball tournament. Today, we play two games. The first game was against SPIDERKIDZ. We lost by the score 3 is to 4. But, we managed to enter the semi final. We are facing the T’CERZ for the semi final. Once again, we lost. But no distress babe! We did a good job. Not to mention the score. Tapi yang penting bukan talur ok.. Pacah kali aa.. hehe

The next game would be against NETBALA-BALA for the third and forth place which going to take place on Saturday morning. GO FEMINIST!! Haha

Okay… does it for the netball tournament. No high expectations. Just wait and see on Saturday. So, stay tuned…

By the way, Im terribly missing someone. Huhu. I think im missing that ‘someone’ more than ever today. Yea I know I should be moving on, but there’s nothing wrong in remembering him right? Im moving in, that does not mean im gonna find someone new just yet. I don’t rush relationship, not like any other girl would do, perhaps. That’s a good of me. hehe.

oh by the way...

Have you heard this song before??

It seems like i was falling in love with this song. Go and download it now.

You're gonna love it. astaaa~ cubai tia..

The lyrics was sooooo affectionate... I dedicate this song to my future "kasih". hehe

i'm off. nytenyte~

KASIH - SALJU BAND

Kau hadir dengan sejuta keindahan
Kau tarik ku dengan pesonamu
Membawa diriku ke alam cinta

Bicaramu membuat tubuh ini bergetar
Matamu pancarkan kesetiaan
Membuat diriku semakin cinta

Reff:
Kasih peganglah tanganku
Dan tatap mataku
Betapa aku mencintaimu

Katakanlah saat ini sayang…
Bahwa aku hanya milikmu…
Milikmu…

Ku ingin kita berdua
Abadi sampai saat ini
sampai nanti sampai mati

repeat Reff

heart, H.

I'M POSTED

2009-06-10T17:53:00.007+08:00

Assalamualaikum~ Hello all.. :)

I have been missing posts lately, not because I’ve been lazy or whatsoever. It’s because I’ve been kinda busy with school, meeting, visit, netballs and also homework after homework on my shoulder. Indeed, my mind crumpled and need a good ironing. Fuuuhh…Plus I was kinda exhausted lately. Soooo exhausted. Everytime I got back from school, the first thing I look for will be my pillow and I would spend some time napping before sunset. Not a good habit, I know. *sigh*

Monday, 8th june 2009, I went to Royal Brunei Training Centre for an educational visit. This was my second time going there. Last time I went there with my Kelab Bahasa colleague but now im going with my Business Department’s committee. I am one of the committee though.

Oh by the way, I got a pen drive as a prize for the question answer session. We were asked a question by the presenter and whoever answered it correct will get a prize. And yeah I did. I got one. Hehe

Below are some of the pictures taken by my dear 6120c. hehe.

Tuesday, 9th June 2009, there is a netball tournament held at my school. I was one the player. I got my own team named “FEMINIST UNITED”. Hehe. We had two games on that day. And congratulations to us!! We won both game. The first game was aginst MPP. We won by the score 3 to 0. The second game was against STAYCOOL MITCHU and we won by 2 to 1. No picture was taken by my dear 6120c during the game. Sorry..
The next game will be tomorrow. And we’ll be facing SPIDERKIDZ. Gagar ee.. huhu. Mudahan tah manang. The final will be on Saturday. So stay tuned…

Today, I got a meeting with all the member of Kelab Bahasa. It’s all about the orientation day for my junior, the new member of Kelab Bahasa. The proposed date is on Sunday, 21st June 2009. The venue will be at Bukit Shah Bandar. That’s all. Malas kan cakap panjang-panjang.

By the way, we have a farewell party just now. It’s for my dearest friend, ROSETINY. She is accepted by the vocational school at Wasan to furthering her study there and gonna leave us soon. Hmmm… tears??? Let the picture do the talkings. GOOD LUCK ROS!

And not forget, thank you soooo much to Rozie for the invitation. Really appreciates it.

That's all. Tata~

heart, H.

LIFE.

2009-06-07T18:31:00.002+08:00

Im too sleepy to do any moving around today so here I am, in front of my lappy and blogging.

I have no idea what to write actually. Im just wondering is there anyone out there yang rajin visit my blog…? In other words, is there any silent-reader?? Im just kind of wondered. Hehe.

Let’s just talk about life…

LIFE??

My life was sooooo complicated lately. Fuuuhhhh…. It’s full of problems, stress, kusut.. not to mention sedih. Adui.. I used to be a happy-go-lucky girl dulu dulu. Nda caya?? Banar x aa. I love to tease people. Penyanyum. Love to make jokes. I used to laugh so big big. Nyahahaha… kedangaran??? Ahaha. Alum mmbari-bari tuu.. ;p

But since I was rained by non-stop problems, I used to be gadis sedih. And that was not real me. huhu. I miss the old huda. Yeah, I do. I miss her a lot. I try as hard as I could to make the come back. But still, I can’t. Sometimes, I do feel happy. But later on, it came up with sedih lagi especially when the nights come. Ya Rabbi… I was like urrggghhhh. Hmm… malas kan ceta. It’s just that I HATE NIGHT.

There’s just so many things to think of. Problems are never ending. They come one after another. You settle one thing, there might be 10 more coming. Oh well! It’s just life! Or else it won’t be called life. So just face it, because there’s always a reason for everything that happens. Nda jaa? (jaaa~)

Oh by the way, I read this somewhere today.

Reasons to love a woman:

You can feel her care in a form of a sister…
You can feel her warmth in a form of a friend…
You can feel her passion in a form of a beloved…
You can feel her dedication in a form of a wife…
You can feel her divinity in a form of mother…
You can feel her blessings in a form of grandmother…
Yet she is so tough too…
Her heart is so tender…
So naughty…
So charming…
So sharing…
So melodious…
She is a woman…
She is life…
Respect her!

Isn’t it sweet?

Women are meant to be loved. But we have come to learn that being in love does not mean we can be together. That’s why I am single now. Hehe. I do sayang someone. Tapi sayang saja inda cukup. Kan kan kan??

Im off. Byebye~

heart, H.

IS HE INTO YOU?

2009-06-06T15:59:00.003+08:00

Hy guys.. i have something cool to share. it is primarily for the girl out there. Check it out...

Finding true love is not easy, that is why those who find it do their best to hold on tenaciously to it. You often want to find out whether a guy is into you or not. Because of the risk of dating someone who doesn't love you. What are the signs that a guy is into you? How do you find out if he truly loves you? The truth is most guys that come to ask women out are not sincerely in love with them. They only want to have sex with them and go away. That is why girls often don't want to give in to men's love easily and often treat most men as players.

How then do you know that the man that is flirting with you is for real? How do you know that he is really into you? There are signs to watch out for in a man who is into you. If he is into you, he will make every effort to express it to you. He would be pleased to let you know he loves you.

When a guy is into you, he'll like to spend time with you so, he will often come around even when he doesn't seem to have reasons for coming. If he's really into you, he would readily be attached to you emotionally.

Even when he cannot be physically present, he would try to communicate through text messages or calls. He tries not to offend you. He believes he should please the one he loves.

He'll make it a point of duty to see that you are happy and will be proud of you. He'll prefer to introduce you to his friends as someone special to him - his girlfriend or lover.

Furthermore, he'll like to hang out with you. Being in your company would mean the whole world to him. When he gazes at you, he does so with interest.

He buys you nice gifts. He prefers to celebrate his special days with you. And would not love to forget your memorable days. He shares your happiness and your sorrow.

A guy who does these things is without doubts into you. But is it enough to know whether a guy is into you? What do you do in response? How do you get him hooked to you? How do you make him eternally yours? Answers to these questions are beyond the scope of this write up.

So how was it?? hahaha. Sometimes men are weird. Just deal with it. :)

heart, H.

:)

2009-06-06T05:43:00.003+08:00

Better to start with Assalamualaikum~

Huhu.. batah dah nda blogging ee. It’s kinda busy lately. As usual I have my school in the morning. Then afternoon I went to sleep. I have tried not to sleep in the afternoon. But still… the eye is stubborn. Hopefully it’s not going to be my new habit. Huhu.

Where should I start? Hmmm.. This week seems like an unproductive week for me. I am having sleeping disorder lately which already has effects on my stamina. I was like exhausted alah-alah orang bekabun. Banar tah.. Not to mention he eyebags. I felt weak almost everyday. My concentration in the class is also not so good. I used to layan my day-dreaming. What is actually happening to me? tulung ku tulung…I don’t wanna affect my studies. Huhu.. makin larak tah ne karang pelajaran ku..

Oh by the way, I went to Terunjing last Monday, 1st june 2009-my supposed to be 3rd anniversary with him. Pai accompanied me. I went to my so-called ex-boyfriend punya rumah. I have no idea why I wanna go there. Hmm… don’t wanna talk about it. Just forget it. Lupakan lupakan.

Yesterday yesterday was my yoyyong punya birthday- 3rd june, 2009. HAPPY 24th BIRTHDAY YOOOYYYYY!!! Hehe. May god bless with longlife and happiness. Kawin tah uii.. Adang adang ngasuh taie. hahaha.. Hope you like the self-made card I gave you yesterday although it’s nothing much. Hehe. yoy bo taie. Once again, SELAMAT HARI JADI KAWAN.

Hmm… today is 5th june 2009, my last paper for June AS exam. Fuuuhhhh…. At last it’s finished. I went to Seri Kenangan beach tadi just to have some relief. Santai santai. Pai fetch me up and we lepak lepak sama sii bulat. Since tomorrow is Saturday, it is a holiday for him. Balik weekend ea. Langu x aa mun d barek tah ganya.

What else aa?? Hmmm…

I love this lyric below. Have you heard it before?? It’s pujaan hati by Kangen Band. I dedicate this song to him, my pujaan hati. :’) I’m off. Nytenyte~

PUJAAN HATI-KANGEN BAND

Hei pujaan hati apa kabarmu
Ku harap kau baik-baik saja
Pujaan hati andai kau tahu
Ku sangat mencintai dirimu

Hei pujaan hati setiap malam

Aku berdoa kepada sang Tuhan
Berharap cintaku jadi kenyataan
Agar ku tenang meniti kehidupan

Hei pujaan hati, pujaan hati
Pujaan hati, pujaan hati

reff:

Mengapa kau tak membalas cintaku

Mengapa engkau abaikan rasaku
Ataukah mungkin hatimu membeku
Hingga kau tak pernah pedulikan aku

Cobalah mengerti keadaanku
Dan cobalah pahami keinginanku
Ku ingin engkau menjadi milikku
Lengkapi jalan cerita hidupku

*Hei pujaan hati, pujaan hati

Hei pujaan hati setiap malam
Aku berdoa kepada sang Tuhan
Berharap cintaku jadi kenyataan
Agar ku tenang meniti kehidupan

repeat *, reff

haaawwtt~

2009-05-31T08:37:00.008+08:00

holaa people~ i am back.. hehe

Not much for this post. Just let the pictures do the talking k. (=

heart, H.

The Adventure

2009-05-29T21:52:00.004+08:00

Taie idung taie idung taie idung taie idung taie idung taie idung taie idung taie idung… hahaha
blank ee. Nda tau kan start dari mana. Today is soooo awesome!

Oh by the way, Assalamualaikum~ hee..

Anuuu…. Today is Friday, 29th May 2009. I wake up sooo early today. My babah banguni and asked me to accompany her to tutong. Ngupi… hehe. taie idung ne babah aa. Antara banyak-banyak anaknya, anaknya bini-bini ane jua dibawanya. Yg laki-laki tiga orang atu nda ea beguna. Hahaha. But it’s not my babah punya fault laa. Andang anak tiga ekong atu payah payah kan dibawa mun bejalan. Yang dua ekong atu tah. Yang sekong atu buleh sikit di runding tu. Hehe

So just after Babah antar Mama kraja, we tarus went off ke Tutong. Awal nyamuu.. Around 7.45 x we betulak dari rumah. Then, we went to Hajah Asbah Restaurant coz nya babah sana roti talurnya nyaman. Tapikaan… even nda nyaman, tatap jua ea kesana tu pasalnya andang ea slalu kesana. Haha. lol. And yang mahalnya, I sengaja nda bawa wallet. Coz I know if nada wallet babah mesti bagi duit. haha. skill~ skali…. Mo to apa… mo ja mo... Banar waaa nyakuu … kana unjuk duit $100. eehhh salah katik, duit $10. hahaha.. Then, after we have our breakfast, babah brought me to the workshop to have a check ketanya yang di antarnya yesterday. And guess what…… he said to me, ‘kul 11 balik aa. Lau kan jalan, jalan tah dulu. Babah kan liat durang ngusai keta’. And masa atu baru pukul 9. haiyaaa~ 2 jam jua lagi tu. Bakulaaat jubo menunggu. Plus mata ku g kanyat-kanyat kan tidur. Ngantuuukk nuu… So I just accept the fact yang we balik pukul 11. Dengan cukup sabar, I sat down arah cina wokshop atu punya kerusi. And then, I go online.

This is where our adventure started. Haha
I was so bored at that time. Then, I saw pai online. Tarus I text ea.

Me : Pai~ Beusin? Jalan ee. Liat wayang. Bureng ku. hehe

Pai : Bah bila?

Me : Ne awal ane aa.

Pai : Bah aku ok ne. Tapi adi ku minta antar ke party krg kul 2.30.

Me : bah lapas lapas ngantar durang laa. Kita ambil movie yang kul 4.

Pai : durang balik kul 4.30.

Me : alaaa..

Pai : Aku ane iski udah ee.

Me : bah ngupi ja. Aku d ttg plg ne.

Pai : bah. Aku jalan.

Hahaha.. something catu catu laa text kami tadi. Den, tarus ku text majii.

Me : majiii~ mandi. Jalaaaaan~

Majii : aah…?

Me : mandi baa. Jalan.. sii pai aga ko tu karang.

Majii : Banar banar baa?

Me : awu. Banar. Belawa tah

Majii : aku mandi plg udah ne.

Me : bah bah. Bahusai bahusai tah.

Majii : bah. Bahusai tah ku ne.

10 mins later…

Pai fetch me up and tarus zoom kerumah sii majii. Hajat kan ngupi. Skali nda jadi. Haha. Plan kn jln ke ttg ja. Skali timbul tia word “GIANT”. Bowhdidui~ hahaha
Then, ngupi cancelled. We went to Pai’s crib just after ambil her adik from mengaji and asked permission from ibu buleh ka nda jalan ke giant, Then ibu cakap OKAY. Gpun majii and I kan cari seluar sport kan d pakai untuk training netball esuk. Hehe.

So just after sii Pai siap mandi, kami jalaaaan. Instead of three, we were in four. Adi pai sii gmah ikut. Before ke giant we singgah jap ke rmh me. Kan ngambil wallet. Hehe. Since my home is in Penanjong Camp, sii pai ane gatal tah jua kan meliat barek bujang laki nya, sii wafiy. Haha. So I brought her raun raun barek bujang disana. Ramaaai asgaaar yooo~ hahaha. Then, selepas selesai bergatal, we went off to giant. Kanyat-kanyat dah rasanya kan ngunjaa sluar sport.

Sampai ja d highway, sii Pai drive lajuuuuuu…120km/h. Mun ada speed trap waa, mati ne. ahaha

Alhamdulillah, around 12 pm we safely landed d giant. Org sembahyang jumat kami shopping. Hahaha. Taie idung. Almost 1 hour we raun raun giant. Sluar sport apa sudah bebali and our parut teriak teriak dah kan minta makan. We went to jolibee and have “N1” for our lunch. N1?? Apakan tuu?? Hahaha. Check sendiri. ;p

We sampai tutong dalam kul 2. We are in hurry coz sii pai have to antar adi nya ke party. Hajat sii pai ane kan ngantar aku balik. So ea masuk laa ke Penanjong Camp. Sekali, semasuk ja ea d Penanjong Camp, she said, ‘karang ja kamu balik.’. haha. taie idung. So instead of masuk ke G95 tmpat ku tinggal, we raun raun barek bujang tah plg. Haiyaa~ gauk ne kami aa. Kami ane kn ngujar sii wafiy, kekasih sii pai. Raun punya raun punya raun, at last terjumpa. Oh by the way, something funny happened masa we busy ngunjar sii wafiy. It was sooo embarrassed! Haha. ok ok. forget it. MEMALUKAN NUU..

It’s 2.30 already. Oh nooo… we stil d Penanjong Camp masa atu. Taie idung. Then, sii pai call org rumahnya suruh siap siap coz we were on the way. Sesampai ja drmh, smua adi sii pai masuk ke keta. So no one was in the house. Sekali…….. Guess what… Pintu rumah tekunci. And sii pai nada kuncinya. And soalan nya masa atu is “cana tah tane masuk kedalam ne?” hahaha. We malas kan pikir den we antar ja dulu adi sii pai ane ke party kawannya.

Just after ngantar adinya, we singgah jap kekdai runcit disengkarai kan membali minuman. Den aku ane taisliur kan makan ayam gureng. Den we cari d feezer kadai atu kan membali ayam yang men begureng tarus aa. Den, tenampak kami words” keropok lekor.” Apa lagi, sorang sorang taisliur. Hahaha. So we pun zoom ke pantai. But before nguder kopok lekor, we k toilet dulu. Kan ngancit. Nda g dpt d tahan. D bibir bibir dah rasanya. Ahahaha. Lpas atu we lepak lepak jap d pantai. Sekali tanpa disangka sangka, we tjumpa durang Awee. Ada Awee, Ameer, Ali Qadhry and Shah Ali. Durang men ATV. Sii ameer belanja.

Den, after puas lepak lepak baru tah we balik. Balik pun nda jua dapat masuk kerumah. So we try buka pintu atu pakai easi kad. Kan 20 minit kami berusaha membuka. Nda jua dapat-dapat. So kami give up. Pasang lagu. Den nari nari. Hahaha. Sekali dengan tiba-tiba just after sii pai menari, ea try g buka pintu. Sekali…. DAPAT!!! Hahaha. Atu beteriak kami. Sorang sorang paluk sii pai.

Den pukul 5 we jalan lagi. Haha. banar banar baa kami bejalan aa. Before ngaga adi sii pai, we ke rmh sii majii sekajap mengambil kasutnya. Kasutnya telakap. Eata kan digam. Taruskan mutung sluar sportnya yang dibalinya tadi. Panjaaaang nyamuuu.. lapas atu baru tah ngaga adi sii pai den ngantar durang kerumah jap. Lapas atu, we jalan lagi ke ttg. Ngantar kasut majii. Kasut sii majii ane yang telakap setampik ganya. Eata dibawanya setampik saja. Sampai ja d ttg, ngunjar kadai kaling tah kami ne. So we went to OG COMPLEX. Sii majii asked me to accompany her. So aku pun turun. Sii pai tunggu dlm keta. Sekali masa didapan kaling atu sii majii ane sibuk tah mengluarkan kasut yang kan digamnya. Sekali……… salah bawa. Hahaha. TAIE IDUNG! Ea bawa yang setampik yang nda patut digam. Yang sepatutnya digam tinggal dirunah. Haiyaaa~ haha. Senyum baa kaling atu olehnya, kaling tah banaar. Haha. Then, sii Pai g kan ngambil kratas fotokopi yang diantarnya kemarin. Sekali……… tutup. Orangnya break. Hahaha. Taie idung tah banar. Semuanya kan enda tantu. Den, bincang punya bincang punya bincang, aku pun dihantar balik.

Fuuuhhhh~ panjang ee. That’s all. Tired me ee. Hehe.
Next time tah me post gambar aa. Ngantuk dah aa.
Nytenyte~

heart, H.

KHATAM PART 1

2009-05-28T19:38:00.002+08:00

Eyol gembira mentasmih orang...

Hajah fokus... Majii pun...

Adib membaca dengan teliti...

Shah Ali angan-angan...

Sii Qam punya turn... Sii Eis tarik nafas... Sii Rain kusentret...

Btw, aku manaaa??? hahaha..

mau mau tah jua..

im the one yg menggambar eata enda hada atu.

hehe

heart, H.

Birthday lagi~

2009-05-28T17:28:00.002+08:00

28th May, 2009. It’s my dearest kawan’s birthday!!

HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY ASMA SII ORANGE KU~

May God bless you with long life and happiness. Be smart. Maintain kiut-kiut. Smile always. Nanti tah I balikan you HUMMER k. Ambil tah dulu driving license mu.*kirai2* ahahaha. Joking… ;p Once again, Selamat Hari Jadi Kawan~

I guess the past week has got significant dates for me. Rmai baa yang birthday. Oh by the way, it seems like everyone is turning 18 this year. Aku bila lagi??? Huhu. Batah jua julai ane ee. Kan drebeng jua ku ne. Kanyat-kanyat dah asa nya kn drebeng.
Haha.. Taie idung.

I’m off. Byebye~

heart, H.

AL-FATIHAH

2009-05-26T16:29:00.003+08:00

My sincere condolences to Majii and family who lost their beloved one yesterday.

25th MAY, 2009. It was an unforgettable date for my buddy, Majii heart. Her Abg Wan has passed away on that date. It was a shocked for her. Lukman was the first person who told her this news. Majii was speechless... totally speechless. And of course, crying. I was not there at that moment. I used to miss my morning class and was busy revising for my accounting exam paper 2 at home which also held on that date but in the afternoon.

Later at night, Dannis fetch me up at around 7. Pai drives herself instead of kana antar. We went to Majii’s house to make sure she was okay. Alhamdulillah, she was fine. The ‘tahlil’ was held on the night. We went off at 9 something something.

Hmmm….

To my dearest Majii heart, just open your hearts to accept the hard fact. I know you are such a strong girl. Allah loves your Abg Wan more than you and all of us do, and life has to go on. May Allah bless your Abg Wan. Amin. Al-Fatihah.

Focus on your exam k. I love you kawan. *hugs* :)

heart, H.

@#$%^&*

2009-05-24T18:36:00.003+08:00

seteeeeerreeeessssssssssssssssssssss!!!!!!!!!!

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huhu.. Wish me LUCK for tomorrow k. kabak-kabak ee.. accounting tah lagi.. Haiyaaa~ taie idung tah banar. jubut ee. *juburrrr. ;p

heart, H.

20 GIRL’S DESIRED THAT GUYS SHOULD BE AWARE OF

2009-05-24T11:09:00.010+08:00

Hello there.. i got something cool to share. This could be the finest guide for men to handle love. i guess.. hehe. Check it out...

1. When a girl says that she is sad, but she didn’t cry, it means that she is crying in her heart. Maybe something is bothering her.

2. When the girl you love ignore you, after you have broken her heart, it is advisable for you to give her some time and space, to calm herself down, before you could actually apologize to her.

3. When a girl, have fallen in love with a man, believe it or not, that particular man will be on the girl’s mind all the time, even though she’s dating another guy.

4. A girl’s heart, will melt like a chocolate, when the man she loves, stare at her.

5. If you don’t like the girl who admire you like hell, reject her smoothly. Don’t be rude. When a girl have decided to do something, she will go for it.

6. When a girl starts to avoid you, after you have rejected her, it is advisable for you to leave her alone for quite a while. Next, if you want her to still be your friend, and not to lose the common touch of communication, try talking to her slowly.

7. Girls like to express what they feel. Music, poems, drawings, and writings are the easiest way for them to express their feelings.

8. Don’t ever say to a girl, that she is useless.

9. Being too serious, could kill the girl’s mood.

10.When at first the man she loved responded positively, for instance by giving her a call, the girl will sort of ignore, or will not show any interest towards it. But, abruptly after her beloved hang off the line, the girl will shout with joy, and in a few minutes, all her friends will now know about that news.

11.A smile has 1000 meanings to a girl. So don’t smile to every girl you met.

12. If you like a girl, then start the relationship by first being friends. Then, you need to lead her to know you better. Don’t move blindly to a proposal.

13.If a girl give you excuses ,each time you ask her to go for a date, then leave her, because she is not interested in you.

13. Don’t ever predict what a girl feels. Ask her yourself!

14. After a girl has fallen in love with a man, she will always be wandering why she never met that man earlier.

15. Her Ex boyfriend will always be on her mind, but the man she loves now, will always be in her heart.

16. A ‘hi’ is enough to cheer a girl’s day.

17. A girl hates the man who pretends to be nice to her the most, in purpose to actually tackle her prettiest frien25. Every girl wants a man, who loves her with a full heart.

18. A girl’s secrete weapon is tears.

19. A girl will easily fall in love, with the man who cares about her.

20. Women, even though they are egoistic, but they will always fall apart with a man’s love.

Its not easy to actually understand girls. They are very complicated, and they are sometimes very sensitive. *i do.. hehe* GIRLS ARE UNPREDICTABLE. So, can you judge women by its cover? Women will be women.

heart, H.

THE HEART-MELTED CALL

2009-05-24T09:30:00.004+08:00

i have no idea what to say about the picture. hehe. its just that, i miss that moment.

oh by the way, I sleep well last night. Why??

Pasaaaaal… "the girl loved one" call "the girl" smlm just before "the girl" go to bed. Haha.. sekadaaar.. ;p And tell you what, that 7 minutes and 47 seconds conversation just enough to make "the girl" go insane. Bowh.. apakaaaan?? Haha. Obeeer. But, that was it;

I MISS HIM.

heart, H.

Sii 23rd May & Sii 10th May

2009-05-22T23:12:00.005+08:00

Sing with me... 1... 2... 3...

Happy Birthday to you~
Happy Birthday to you~
Happy Birthday to SHARL~
Happy Birthday to you~

Hehehe… x)

Anuuu… A year older dah ne kawan ku sorang ane.

Happy 18th Birthday... (23rd May) Wishing you all the best, success and health. May God bless you with longlife and happiness. Enjoy ur day with a BLAST.Once again, SELAMAT HARI JADI KAWAN~ :)

....and by the way, Happy Belated Birthday to Sii Pai HEART ku~ hee.. ;p

I do give her a present ari atu. Hee.. And i also gave her 'a self-made-birthday-card'. Buat sendiri x aa~ hehe. Hope you like it. love you..

heart, H.

SO SWEEEET

2009-05-22T19:46:00.003+08:00

A girl went out with her loved one to watch a movie. The theatre was cold. Plus the movie was boring. The slow and boring movie was enough to make the girl sleepy. The guy wrapped his arm around her to keep her warm.

“Ngantuk?” he whispered.

“Sikit.” the girl replied. “Sajuuuk me..” she continued.

The guy took the girl’s hand and snugs it with his fingers. The girl hand was cold alright. The guy hugged her comfortably and took her head to lean against him. The guy softly kissed the baby hair on her forehead. While his hand is softly rubbing the girl’s hand just enough to make the hand warm.

Err… I don’t know what I am actually talking about here. Hehe..

But what would you feel if you were the girl?

Hmm... I miss HIM. huhu

Heart, H.

Maaf. :(

2009-05-21T19:06:00.003+08:00

Assalamualaikum~ :)

Hy all..

I’ve been SUPER DUPER busy lately. The exam is just enough to enlarge my brain’s muscles. Haha. Makin basar tah ne karang kpala i. hoho. x)

How’s exam?? SETEREESSSS NUU..!! 4 more paper to go. Haiyaa.. *Go Huda~ Go Huda~*

By the way, I am NOT OKAY lately. My mood is changed SO damn fast. Skajap ok, skajap not ok. Even, I can’t take jokes. I get annoyed just easy as makan satay kambing. Kan melatup tah ganya rasanya. Arrggghhh!! I got the so-called ‘masalah perasaan’ problems. Yang tau tu, tau tah tu. Yg nda tau, jgn tah tau. Not so important indeed. Almost everyone is complaining about my ‘bida-no sanyum-marung face’. Sorry guys. It’s just that imisssomeone so damn much. :’( Plus there is always something that comes across my mind which caused me to think and think and think and get sad.

A sincere apologize from me a girl named Huda for my odd manner. I know I am being so cold lately and I do hurt some feelings. Kan kan?? Sorry pasal that ‘taie-idung’ kamu pulang ku ambil ulih. Sorry sangat-sangat.

Hmm… what else aa?? I got some pictures to show actually. I will post it next time perhaps. That’s all maybe. I’m off now. Kan revise bio g. Nytenyte~

Heart, H.

LOVE & TIME

2009-05-17T11:12:00.003+08:00

I have no idea what to post at this moment. Just have a look at this heartrending little story below. I crop it from somewhere just to share the sorrow of this story with you all.
Enjoy!

Starring:
Azrul – the guy
Ayu – the girl

Co-starring:
Afi – the best friend

Azrul and Ayu are good friends, however Azrul is crazily in love with Ayu. Ayu knew about this very well but she loves him as a good friend. But sometimes Ayu’s act doesn’t seem to care about Azrul’s feelings. She would talk about other guys as if not realizing that it would hurt Azrul. Azrul would just listen to Ayu. He did not show any signs of jealousy, all for the sake of Ayu’s happiness. Although deep inside he’s broken into pieces.

One day, during their usual lunch out, Azrul can’t help himself from expressing his feelings to Ayu. He spilled everything to the last drop. It wasn’t a surprise to Ayu, she knew very well how Azrul care so much about her. She nicely rejected saying that she can only accept Azrul as a very good friend, nothing more and nothing less. And this was no surprise to Azrul as well, he knew Ayu would reject. But by letting it out to Ayu, Azrul felt a sense of relief, at least Ayu is aware of what’s inside Azrul’s heart.

“No matter what happens, I can only think of you Ayu. Only you,”

Azrul sent Ayu home, in the car they talk and joke as usual, although Azrul seems to be a bit down.

At home that night, Ayu can’t stop thinking about Azrul and what he had told her during dinner. Azrul is lovely and caring guy, cheerful and humorous. Just the type of man she wants, but Ayu can’t accept Azrul. Ayu fell asleep that night with Azrul’s face in her mind.

4 am in the morning, Ayu’s handphone rang, she picked it up and suddenly her head felt heavy, as if the world descended on her head. It was a call from Afi, Azrul’s bestfriend. Azrul has been involved in a car accident and in a critical condition. Ayu’s legs became weak, she can’t hardly stand. Suddenly she burst into tears, crying, crying and crying.

When morning came, Ayu’s mom took her to the ICU to have a look at Azrul. Again Ayu broke down when she saw Azrul in such a condition, bruises and bandages, respirator on his face, wires and needles, and a slow beep on the screen. Azrul’s family, close friends including Afi were there. Afi said the doctor gave a 50-50 chance. Even Azrul survived, he could suffer amnesia.

Days and weeks. Azrul’s condition is still the same. Ayu paid a visit almost everyday, staring at Azrul’s non-improving condition. Deep inside her heart, she prayed for Azrul’s recovery, so she could talk to him, joke with him just like always. And deep inside her heart, she missed Azrul saying, “Azrul sayang Ayu”.

Ayu can’t help but crying when one day Afi said Azrul’s condition is getting worse, pulse is getiing weaker. She realized that she too, loves Azrul. It’s just that she’s not ready to accept him. She vowed to herself, if ever Azrul recovered, she will expressed how she feel. Ayu realized how much she had hurt Azrul all these time, but no matter what, it didn’t change how Azrul felt for her.

It was a happiest day for Ayu when Afi texted her Azrul is showng some improvements, he’s starting to groan, move his hands and his head although not fully awake yet. His eyes start to show some movements beneath the eyelids.

Ayu quickly rushed to the hospital. Azrul’s conditions has been improving indeed, although he still can’t sit but at least he can open his eyes and recognize the people who came. When Azrul saw Ayu, he closed his eyes and a drop of tear rolled down his cheeks. Ayu suddenly felt guilty as hell for all she did to him. But she had vowed not to hurt him again. Ever.

Weeks pass by, Azrul’s recovery is speeding up although he still can’t sit or walk.
Ayu and Afi visited him everyday. Ayu just wanted to be next to Azrul throughout his recovery, until he is fully recovered. That night, Azrul didn’t stop staring at Ayu, its like his eyes were tied to Ayu’s. Before Ayu left, she kissed Azrul’s forehead. Azrul whispered,

“I love you”.

But Ayu didn’t say a thing, she wanted to say I love you too, but her mouth was stucked, and to this day Ayu does not know why can’t she just say it. That night at home, Ayu thought hard on why can’t she express her feelings towards Azrul. And that night Ayu made up her mind, she vowed that she will say it to Azrul tomorrow. She’s very sure now, crystal clear, she loves Azrul with al her heart.

The next day, Ayu cried big time at the hospital.

“I love you, Azrul! I love you! I love you” crying, sobbing, like she lost her mind.

She kept saying the words amidst her cries, while hugging Azrul’s motionless body, covered with white sheet.

“I love you Azrul!” Ayu sobbed. But Azrul can’t hear it, and will never hear it!

Sometimes love happens when it’s already too late.

heart, H.

UPDATED!

2009-05-17T11:01:00.003+08:00

Assalamualaikum,

Ya Rabbi~ Bekulaat nu bekulaat… hahaha

It has been almost a year I didn’t blogging. Haiyaa~ Behabuk nyamuu.. hee. *sigh*.

I’ve just revealed my blog’s password last few days. Huhu.. Atu pun main bereset. So now I got my new blog’s password and Insya Allah will start blogging. My writings ain’t that good, please excuse my grammar mistakes, and the occasional bad language.

So, here I am... I AM BACK! Hehe. :)

heart, H.

Falling In LOVE

2008-09-13T12:09:00.001+08:00

13 signs you’re falling in love;

13. You can’t stay mad at him/her for more than a minute or two. You actually have to try HARD to stay mad.

12. You’ll read his/her SMS over and over again.

11. You’ll walk really really slow while you’re with him.

10. You’ll feel SHY whenever you’re with him/her.

9. While thinking about her/her, your HEART will beat faster and faster.

8. By listening to his/her voice, you’ll smile for no reason.

7. While looking at him/her, you can’t see the other people around you. You can only see that person.

6. You’ll start listening to slow songs.

5. He/she becomes all you think about.

4. You’ll get high just by their smell.

3. You’ll realize that you’re always smiling to yourself when you think of them.

2. You’ll do ANYTHING for him/her.

1. While reading this, there was one person on your mind the whole time.

Heart, sii hudaa

Ordinary Monday

2008-09-10T11:10:00.000+08:00

-8th September’08-

I HATE MONDAY!!!! Urgh!

For no reasons, I hate Monday. Its end the weekend. (the day which I love the most) Huhu.

As usual, I arrived at the school at 7 am. I went to the PS downstairs gathered with durang-durang. (You know who are, wont you? ;p) it’s rare that Sii Majii is coming late too the school. Selalunya, muanya tah dulu ku nampak pagi-pagi. At last, she arrived along with sii Pai. She told me immediately that her babah BMW is getting injured a.k.a damaged.

Nya katanya arah ku, “Takut ku tdi daa. Kacut parut ku. Yang anu meter nya tarus turun kemerah g tu” ahaa. Teimagine kamu?? Dengan tangan-tangannya g tu. Elek majii elek.
;p

Then, i came for GP class. Teacher Junainah gave us a question on social justice: crime and punishment-CAN TELLING LIES EVER BE JUSTIFIED? We formed a group for discussion and came with some ideas.

Nothing’s much to say about PS class. Except today baru tah ku nampak sii Adeb time PS. Selalunya nada ea. Skajap ada skajap nada. Macam chipsmore. Hee..

Maths class; we studied Quotient Law on differentiation. Then, 10 minutes recess.

I love my next class-accounting. We start a new topic on Goodwill. Anip was absent today, so boring nadakan disakat. Hee..

Then, I came to the lab for Biology class. Sir Bryan changed his way of teaching by asking us to run around in the lab to get the information on Thorax, Trachea, Bronchi and Bronchiole and also Alveoli which he’s called ‘running detection’. It’s weird right? During a moon moon ago when I was in secondary one, my teacher, Ckg. Mariani warning asked not to run in the lab. She even gave us a sheet of paper on the rules in the lab. And guess what, the first rule is DO NOT PLAY OR RUN INSIDE THE LAB. But, sorry Ckg, Mariani. I didn’t mean to break the rule. At first I denied to do it. But, I have to. Ahaa. Staie. ;p

Then, we have 10 minutes recess and start our biology practical til 1 pm and went-off.

Heart, sii hudaa.

Tiru gaya kami

2008-09-09T12:12:00.003+08:00

Sii Manis Cantik. ;p

RABBIT vs ASTRONAUT-WANNABE

2008-09-09T08:09:00.006+08:00

Loser WINS. Ahaa. ;p

Heart, sii hudaa.

Simple weekend

2008-09-09T08:09:00.001+08:00

-7th September’08-

Nothing much to say about today. I’m not come for my Sunday Class, so I message sir kami sii Soh the day before, and tell him that I’m going to sleepover at my cousin’s house which I’m not. Ahaa.. Then, he replied and said its ok. Syg sir. (A bit) ;p

I spent my whole day at home-my new home. F.Y.I, I have two houses now. One is a flat in Penanjong Camp and the other is my babah’s and mama’s house at Kg. Panchong. Weird name right? Hee… It is in Tutong district near to Lamunin. Guess what, it got its own address already- No.14, Spg.135 Jalan Sulap Samat, Kg. Panchong Tutong.

Hmmm… what else aa..??

Today is my 6th day of fasting. Aku bagus. ;p

And blablabla….. SUNGKAI.

Heart, sii hudaa.

Sii Manis Yoyyong

2008-09-09T08:04:00.001+08:00

Yoy~(sii kiut-hensem-taie-krabau) ahaa..

Sorry. Long time no contact. Huhu. We do miss you dude. No words can describe how damn much we miss u here. Ahaa.. (banar kaa toh?) ;p But, bnar yoy. Rindu ku kan capi-capi mu aa. As well as Jaim, Bulat, Rahim and semua lah. Its just that sometime I was busy with school, homework and etc that’s why lupa atu. Hee.. Nanti gathering g aa. Mun nda, lepak-lepak ja kaa. (ko lanja.) Ahaa. :p

See the picture below… Lawa…??

Uwaaa… Endu ee. )=

Heart, sii hudaa.

Sungkai together-gether

2008-09-09T07:15:00.000+08:00

Assalamualaikum… (=

Sorry sorry. Long time no post. Huhu. My Motorola modem is in trouble a.k.a tipun ku ngok. Urgh!

So I just save my post in my document and just copy-paste it whenever the wireless is available. What a pity me. )= But it’s not a big deal. At least I can still publish my post and let you my lovely honorable reader to read it. Hee. Thanks anyway. *kiss*

Hmm…

Lets talk about our “sungkai bersama” occasion. Hee..

-6th September’08-

Today is my 5th day of fasting. Aku good girl. Hee.
Since today is sii kiut amal’s birthday, so sii cantik Zirah and the geng (sii taie akim, sii capi aming, sii kamvang yun, sii ayu sharl, sii lawa atik) plan to give a surprised cake to both sii kiut amal and sii chubby lulu. F.Y.I yesterday is lulu’s birthday (5th September’08). Hee..

Then as in the planned, we went to Aminah Arif’s restaurant (Tutong) and celebrate it there. We have our sungkai bersama di sana. Hee.. And tell you what, Kasturi ping basar ku tekana road block. Batah wah sampai nya. Urgh! Nasib baik nda kana saman.
Bruuup.. bruuup.. Beirama stomach ku~ And at last, its arrived along with my sotong masak pedas which arre not spicy at all. Uhh. Lada bonai habis, perhaps.

SURPRISE TIME!!

When the $20 cake arrived on our table, we sang a birthday song for both lulu and amal.
And guess what, sii kiut amal almost cry. As well as sii chubby Lulu. Huhu. Love you darl. *hugs*
The function end with paying $87.30 for the sungkai bersama. Hee.. Aku blanja=tipu. ;p

Before went off, we went to DQ for some blizzards. Then, I went off to Kg Bukit at my nini’s house and sleepover there.

And guess what, I used tudung today. To be honest this is my first time using tudung hanging out with my buddies. Alhamdulilah… At least, hati ku tergarak kn pakai tudung.
Aku rasa macam cikgu waa. Haha. I asked my babah, “Bah, ada usul cikgu?” but my babah just senyum and jaling kamvang. Then I said, “ada masa depan x aa” Ahaa. At first, I felt a bit weird, but you know what i felt more mature. hee. Basar ea udah… ahakx. Aku good girl. ;p

My day end with sleep infront of this ‘tarang-bandarang’ screen. Hee…

Heart, sii hudaa.

Sii Aniiip NGOK!

2008-09-09T07:14:00.002+08:00

Almost forgot. Hehe

Anu baa, sii Anip the guys with a brown-own-style bag batalkan wudhu ku on 6th September ’08 during accounting class by voluntary kamvang action. He staie staie kan esen esen pigang tangan ku and last… TEPIGANG. Ahaa.

Anip taie idung. ;p

Heart, sii hudaa.

School-ing

2008-09-09T07:14:00.001+08:00

-6th September’08-

Hup..Baa.. hehe. (=

Nothing’s special about today.

As usual, I went to the bear hill-SMSO. (Not to buy a teddy bear ofcourse) Hee. I start my day with a birthday’s greeting for sii kiut amal. Happy 18th birthday darl aa. (=

Biology is my first class today. We start a new topic on Gas Exchange. Then come to GP class and PS. I went to the conference room and read 2 pages of Al-Quran instead of having a PS. Sii manis Majii busy with her unfinished works. And tell you what, I have not meet sii manis Pai from registration til recess. Just on my way to accounting class, baru tah ku nampak susu nya. Ahaa.. ;p

By the way, thanks a lot to sii manis Majii n sii manis Pai for helping me publishing my chest of shout. Nah~ jantung. (<3) Hee.

That’s all maybe.

Heart, sii hudaa.

Sii Manis Garang

2008-09-06T12:47:00.001+08:00

TAKUT....??

hee.. (=

Aini's & Amal's Boobsday ;p

2008-09-06T12:28:00.000+08:00

Nyanyi..!!

Selamat Hari Jadi~
Selamat Hari Jadi~
Selamat Hari Jadi Amal & Aini~
Selamat Hari Jadi~

Happy birthday to you~
Makan ubi kayu~
Minum susu lembu~
Nanti lanja aku~

Hee.. (=

Happy Birthday darl aa. Sorry no presents. Tunggu tah ku kaya. Ahakx!
May god bless both of you with long life and happiness.
Keep in touch k. Remember me always.
Hee..

Heart, sii hudaa.

Sir kami sii Soh

2008-09-06T12:06:00.000+08:00

-5th September’08, Friday.-

Assalammualaikum, (=

Just want to say a few things about today (5th Sept’08). I went for my Friday class at 8 am. As usual, I saw the five boyswing in their army uniform and of course my schoolmate, Mia and the other kmvang girl, Naj. Naj was in blue today. While Mia was in maroon and I was in black. Hee..

Tell you what; Sir kami sii Soh gave us a test every week. And today was our fourth test. And guess what, I have never passed the test. What a pity me. Huhu.. And Alhamdulillah, today Roy have written 2 answer sheet instead of 1.. Haha.. Salute you Roy. Skill~ ;p Aha. Next test tambah sekaping g aa. *lol*

The class was over with a BAD NEWS. Last week, Sir kami sii Soh told that during fasting month, they will be no class on Sunday. But suddenly, his mouth tadi cakap that THERE WILL BE SUNDAY CLASS DURING THE FASTING MONTH. What the tuuut… Oppss! Posa waa posa waa. Aha. Sir kami sii Soh planned to discuss our forth test paper on Sunday. The MD students refused to attend the class since they have mathematics end of year exam on Monday. Sii Anis begging not to have a class on Sunday by saying “We want to revise sir”.But, sir kami sii Soh replied with his cute wannabe smiling face without his lipat-lipat glasses and said “Waaa, it’s good what. You do some revision when we discuss the paper”. Aha. Sian Anis~ What ever the arguments are, the class is “ON” on Sunday.

I went home early today around 10 am. The others continue their day with physic class til 11.30 am. And you know what; just before I went off, i met one of the ‘X-Rated crew’ members, Sii Nazerul. Kawan sii Jaim ma Sii Bulat baa. He use their member t-shirt the one yang black and white atu. Hee. Actually i have met him before. (the day when His Majesty’s came to Tutong district) But, it’s just ‘jumpa catu catu ja’. Hee.

Afternoon…

-No lunch.
-Sleep.
-Survive.

Hee.. (=

Heart, sii hudaa.

Timing ERROR

2008-09-05T23:17:00.000+08:00

*malu*

Ohhh Nooo!!!

My time and date for my post is wrong. Huhu. I have just realized it after viewing my blog.

Bantut~ Buntut~ i need your help.. Im just a beginners darl. huhu

Heart, sii hudaa.

p/s: learn from mistakes.

SweetHoneyBee's Birthday

2008-09-05T19:54:00.000+08:00

Sing with me…

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU~
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU~
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO EJUL~
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU~

*tangan ditapuk a.k.a tapuk tangan* hee...

Happy 21st birthday to my love-sweet-honey-bee (sii manis). Ahakx. Bagak ea udah. Haha.
Brakal brakal tah syg aa. Maintain kiut n maintain lanji. Kmvang kmvang slalu. Love you~ Mwaaahhzz!

P/s: JANGAN KUH.RANG.UK (combinations of selingkuh, curang and gauk). Awas.. TARIK HIDUNG TU KAANGG.. ;p

<3 you.

Heart, sii hudaa.

Staie In Action

2008-09-05T08:47:00.000+08:00

-5th September'08, 11.73 am a.k.a 12.13 am-

I start blogging. Haha. Staie. ;p

I felt a bit jealous after reading my “bantut” and “buntut” blogs. Sorry manis. (= And now, here I come, Sii Buntat. Hee. I create my own blog-degupanjantung.blogspot.com (what a weird name) Aha. I don’t have much to say right now. Just wait for my next post. Hee. As both my “bantut” n “buntut” did, I just post the things that must be post and the things that I wanna post. Eh, apakan?? Aha. For sure, I’ll post you something. Hee. My English is not so good anyway. As well as my typing skills. Huhu. So, I apologize for that ashamed mistake.
*tapuk mua* ahakx.

What else aa? Hee. Slamat bersahur n selamat berpuasa to all Muslim out there. No ponteng ponteng k. ahakx.

That’s all, perhaps.

Heart, sii hudaa.